lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Sunday, June 22, 2008
-8:41 PM
man. this june is by far the best, and the most fulfilling holidays i ever had. from RedRain, to secondary school camps, to Pastor Joakim, to Pastor Che An, to orientation nights @ ivan's house, to endless serpents in church, to cold jokes & funny jokes in church, to singing with ivan, jordan, cheryl, kenn, xing as we head up to church, to appreciating good music, to my new music song friend, cheryl, to giving ivan his new jacket, to the church's new dimension, to meetings every saturday, to hanging out late @ esplanade playing old school pepsi cola, to h&w inside jokes, to sentosa & movie outings, and most of all, hanging out in church and with cool people like ivan! this has gotta be the most awesome holiday of my life! everything changes with you have a purpose in life. i'm a living testimony to that.
i've learn alot during my 4weeks of break from Pastors and Leaders. they are just so awesome man. how i wished i could pon school everyday just to hang out with them, be around them. i would if i could. sadly, life still has to go on. i used to see school as a chore, as something i dreaded much. but, Pastor Joakim just threw that babyish mentality outta my mind. now, i'm all set to take my school for Christ. it's just so awesome, listening to the testimonies, how people's lives have changed because of love. to me, love is just so important. we love because Jesus first loved us. i'm so encouraged to love those who i'm cold towards, to love those i've disliked, to love those i hated. i used to be insecure if others out do me in whatever field i'm in, but after a talk with ivan, i really felt better. i no longer felt bad when i failed at something, for i know, in whatever i do, Jesus is always with me. i just love how my leaders take time to hang out with us, love us, teach us and guide us in our lives. i'm typing these feeling uberly touched right now, coupled with a powerful worship song, i could almost cry. i'm just so thankful for everything that i have now.
i just cannot forget ivan's expression when we passed him his jacket on saturday. it was just so mind-blowing. seeing his expressions, i couldn't help but feel happy for the rest of the day. there's just this indescribable sensation. there we were, me and cheryl, just sharing how happy we felt that day. hehehe. i hope ivan doesn't get a heart attack when his birthday comes :D
sometimes, it just takes you to wait on God, and dwell in his presence. i'm just so addicted to his presence, even at this moment. i feel being in church, i just love his presence so much. today's worship was awesome. there's just a whole new level of faith when we sang "Amazing Grace" new faith begin to arise, new spiritual levels begin to breakthrough. renew my heart, i pray. 4th dimensional living.
i'm feeling recharged, and ready to go back to school already. Christianity starts after service. so it's the end of the holidays. something ivan said really hit me. "it's the holidays, you literally don't have anything to do, everyone can run fast. the pressure starts to kick in when school starts, who will last the race, and who will fall? waterstops after waterstops i shall run, with my leaders i will follow, His presence i shall carry. this generation shall be world changers & history makers. :)
ps: chew i did this blog myself, but crap, i dont know how to link properly LOL.
